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Saturday, July 04, 2009

Bought Happiness

 I may not be rich nor be pretty, but I know how it feels like to buy friendship, happiness, fake laughter, fake smiles, and everything else.
Everything feels so right, so happy...but yet they're all fake. They'll be gone by the end of the day, appear whenever is needed.
That look you gave me, the way you stare and look at me, the way you smile, the way you laugh are all fake.
I totally bought it at that moment. But in the end your head/heart is somewhere else.
Honestly, it hurts...I mean all I ever wanted is just a simple TRUE FRIENDSHIP...how hard is it?
I miss everything, I miss the past, I miss the drive, I miss the talk, I miss the time, I miss the laughter, I miss the smiles, I miss the gossips, I miss everything,

I miss you.



everyone had their "If I could turn back in time" moment,
for me, if I could turn back in time, I promise you i'll notice you sooner, I'll fall for you from the first time I saw you in that red/orange top, I'll stop asking how guys are in front of you, I'll act stupid and tell you 'can you teach me how to kiss?', you will be my first, i'll be your first, you'll be my only, I'll be your only, you'll be my last, therefore i will be you last.



I
really
need
to
let
go
of
you.

I'm
sorry
I
cared,
I'm sorry
I
loved,
Sorry
I
fell
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